4 • LOOKOUT. Lloyd rapporterte at hennes mentale helse ble dårligere på Manhattan, og hun begynte å utvikle en tic , hadde problemer med å konsentrere seg og hørte stemmer. En stel je mij dan voor als ze zeggen : “Kunt u dat even herhalen?” . “You have to learn things as you go but it’s a privilege to make her life as good as it can be. When it came to naming her daughter, Emily said things became a bit tricky. Lloyd snakket positivt om sin opplevelse i stykket, men ifølge The Daily Telegraph sa en anmelder at hennes opptreden lot publikum "synlig slå sammen". Hun ble tilbudt en rolle i TV-serien Casualty , men forlot produksjonen da hun fant ut at hun var for dårlig til å jobbe. She said: “It’s like my illness has faded into the background. “The closeness was something I wasn’t prepared for.”. I 2003 slet Lloyd med å finne skuespillervirksomhet. “When we first went to hospital we were sent home because the delivery suite was overcrowded. Net, maar toch. Emily says she is overjoyed at how Arabelle has thrived over the past six months. En journalist fra The Independent kommenterte senere at Lloyd var "i fare for å bli bedre kjent for de delene hun har mistet enn de hun har spilt". Filmen var løst basert på memoarene til Cynthia Payne . The mood was soon to change, Emily revealed. Lloyds mor uttalte at da datteren hennes kom tilbake etter bare en uke i India, hadde hun mistet en betydelig mengde vekt og de to knapt kjente hverandre igjen. Weinig pijn en vooral geen honger. Hmm. One day before the final, another couple were dumped from the villa by the public, and it was Shelby and Dom who ended up packing their bags. “Ik moet bellen, ik moet bellen, ik moet nog kunnen bellen”, mantra-de ik de hoop weer levendig. ( Log uit /  I enjoy listening to her infectious giggle. “My challenge now is to be the best mum I can be. Her introduction to motherhood was not, however, all plain sailing. The former Hollywood star, 44, whose own problems melted away with the arrival of Arabelle, wishes the Only Fools and Horses favourite was still around to share her joy. I en alder av 15 år tok Lloyd skuespillundervisning på Italia Conti School i London. O maar, ik wil wel korting als ik uit ga. Mijn man staat er ook helemaal achter, de volle 100 procent, Tussendoortje, voor als ik u verveel met mijn overgewicht. Ik kon nog juist iets hijgen over te laat en mijn naam vooraleer ik uit de ether viel. Ik overwoog van op mijn buik te schrijven : ge moet in mijn maag snijden, laat mijn armen en benen met rust! Hun sa at hun ikke hadde noen angrer på livet, selv om hun ønsket at "ved noen få anledninger [hun] hadde kunnet nyte opplevelsene fullt ut". Ifølge Lloyd var forholdet urolig, og en natt i leiligheten hans alene forsøkte hun selvmord ved å ta aspirin og snippe håndleddene hennes. Lloyd flyttet imidlertid til Manhattan hvor hun bodde alene klokken 17. “For me, though, it’s not been a problem!”. Sometimes I wish I could share her with him but I can’t.”. She also sees in her daughter a lot of her dad, who as well as starring opposite David Jason’s market trader Del Boy on Only Fools was a talented Shakespearean actor.